In the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Ghost.
Today, on our preparation journey towards Lent, we have come to an
ultimate stage: we are confronted with judgement. If we pay
attention to it, next week our spiritual destiny will be in our own
hands, because next week is the day of Forgiveness.
The link between these two days is too obvious. If we only could
become aware that all and each of us stand before the judgement of
God and the judgement of men, if we could remember and realise with
depth, wholeheartedly, in earnest that we are, all of us, indebted
to each other, all responsible to each other for some of the pain
and the heaviness of life, then we would find it easy, when we are
asked to forgive, not only to forgive, but, in response to this
request, to ask for forgiveness ourselves.
It is not only by what we do, not only in a way by what we leave
undone, it is by this extraordinary lack of awareness, of our
responsibility, of all we could be to others, and to do to others,
that we do not fulfil our human vocation. We could, and we should,
on all levels and for all men, and beyond men for the whole world
which is ours, be a blessing and a revelation of things great, of
things so great, so deep that people, we first of all, could realise
that we are on the scale of God Himself, that our vocation is not
only to be morally good, but to be as great as God. A mystic of
Germany said in one of his poems 'I am as great as God, God is as
small as I.'
If we only could remember this, and this is why the judgement is not
only a moment when we are confronted with a danger of condemnation;
there is in the very notion of judgement something great and
inspiring. We are not going to be judged according to human
standards of behaviour of decency. We are going to be judged
according to standards which are beyond human ordinary life. We are
going to be judged on the scale of God, and the scale of God is
love: not love felt, not an emotional love, but love lived and
accomplished. The fact that we are going to be judged, that indeed
we are being judged all the time, above our means, beyond all our
smallness must, should reveal to us our potential greatness. And the
parable which we have read today can be seen in those very terms:
men are judged by Christ, in His parable, on humanity. Have these
men been human or not? Have they known how to love in their hearts
first, but also in action, in their very deeds because, as Saint
John puts it, one who says that he loves God and does not love his
neighbour actively, creatively is a liar. There is no love of God if
it is not expressed in every detail of our relationship with men,
with people and with each person.
And so, let us this week prepare ourselves for the final stage of
our journey by asking ourselves in the face of this divine
judgement, 'Am I human? Am I human within myself, in my behaviour -
not my general attitude, but my ways: are they human? Is my life an
expression of a fine, a thoughtful, a perceptive, a creative, and at
times a generous and a sacrificial love?' As the object of love is
the test of this love, it must be my neighbour; to love God who asks
for nothing is too easy.
And if in the course of this week we find where we belong, we find
both our shortcomings and the greatness of our vocation; if we make
our peace with those to whom we are indebted, then, when the time
comes to forgive, when someone else will have made the same
discovery, we will be able with joy to give peace and forgiveness
out of a sense of responsibility and of the creative joy of
repentance. Amen. |