In the name of the Father, of the Son and of the
Holy Ghost.
We meet the world, we take cognisance of the world
through our senses; and through all our senses we
are not only aware of the world, but we are also
involved in it, all our senses put us into contact
with the world of objects, with all things around
us, but also immediately introduce into us
sensations and impressions which change us at times
very deeply.
Our sight, of which the Lord speaks today in His
Gospel, is the only way in which we can take
cognisance of the world with serenity, in complete
repose of all the powers of our human being, but
also on condition, as the Lord puts it, that our eye
be single, that it should be light, that is should
allow only light to enter into our awareness through
it.
One of the modern English writers gives us two
images which I believe will allow us to understand
something of this passage of the Gospel; in a novel
All Hallows Eve, Charles Williams presents us with
a young woman who had died in an accident and whose
soul is gradually finding her way in the new world
in which she has entered.
She finds herself standing on the banks of the
Thames; she looks at the waters, and of a sudden she
sees these waters of the Thames as she had never
seen them in the past, when her soul was endowed
with a body; (then) she had a revulsion against
these dark, greasy, dirty waters because her
imagination immediately connected them with touch
and direct impressions of the body.
But now, this soul is free from the body and she
sees these waters of the Thames freely, as they are,
as a fact; she sees that these waters are exactly
what they should be, being the waters of a river
that runs through a great city, collecting all the
dirt of it and carrying it away. And because she has
no longer the usual revulsion of the body and of the
imagination, this soul, through the opacity of these
waters, begins to see in them new and new depth;
deeper that this superficial opacity she discovers a
layer of purer water, a greater translucence, and
beyond and deeper again a layer of transparency;
and at the core of these waters that run across the
great city and this city is also called one day to
become t h e city of God, she sees a stream of
incredibly shining water, the water of eternal life,
the primordial water created by God, the water of
which Christ speaks to the Samaritan woman; because
she was free from personal reaction and revulsion,
the dead woman could see across the superficial
darkness, the (increasing?) layers of light.
Because we are continuously entangled in our own
self-centred reactions, we manage to see through
layers of light somewhere a darkness which at times,
we create or imagine; because our eye is dark we see
darkness and we are incapable of seeing the depth,
the translucence and the shining.
Another image that we find in the same book is
perhaps even more tragic. This young woman finds
herself standing on one of the great bridges; she
knows that this bridge cannot be empty, that people
are walking, buses are running, there is life
around, and yet, she sees and perceives nothing of
it, because disengaged from the body she can see now
only those things and those people with which, with
whom she is connected through love, and as she loves
no one except her husband, she is blind to all
things around her, there is only emptiness, nothing.
And it is only when she becomes increasingly aware,
through the small love she had in her life, of love
altogether and through connection with this unique
love, however small, with other people and other
things that were dear that she begins to see.
Is it not the way in which we live? We are
surrounded with light and we see nothing but passing
shadows or emptiness; how often a human being passes
through our life without leaving any trace, passes
unnoticed, in spite of the fact that there was a
need, or there was a shining beauty; but it was
irrelevant to us, our heart had nothing with which
it could respond, and we are in a wilderness even
when we are surrounded with richness.
This again comes from the way in which we look, we
look without love and we see nothing because only
love can reveal things to us; and again, we are
capable of seeing in a dark and evil way: how often
we put evil interpretations on things which we see?
Instead of seeing them as facts we see them as we
understand them from within our darkened soul and
our distorted experience. How often we misinterpret
the actions and words of people because we see with
an eye which is already darkened!
So, that Christ's words today call us to an
extremely careful attitude; to the way in which we
look and see; we must remember that if we see
nothing, it comes very often from our blindness; if
we see evil it comes from the darkness within; if
we have a revulsion against things, it is so often
from the way in which we are centred on ourselves
and cannot look with serenity, with a purity of
heart. Because ultimately, we see not only with our
physical eyes which convey to us impressions, we see
also with a heart that can see God only when it is
pure and not only God in His mysterious being, but
God in His presence through grace and beauty, and
(blessing). Saint Isaac the Syrian says that a man
who has got a clear eye and a pure heart does no
longer see the darkness in the world because this
darkness is superseeded by the shining of the divine
grace at work and resting on all things, however
dark they may appear.
Let us learn this lesson at least from the Gospel.
Let us be so careful to see with purity, to
interpret with purity of heart and to act from
within love, and then we shall be able to see with
freedom the transparenc(ies) and the shining of the
world and in the world, and love it, and serve it,
and be in this world in the place which Christ
assigned us, blessing in His own name, believing
things, hoping all things and never ceasing to love
even if love means laying down our life, either the
life of the old Adam who must die so that the new
Adam should live, or else the life of the New Adam
who gives his life that the world and others may
live. Amen. |