In the Name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy
Ghost.
How short, and how well known today's parable, and
yet, how intense its message, how challenging...
Intense it is in its very words: two men come into
the church of God, into a sacred realm which in a
world that is lost to Him, belongs to Him
unreservedly: into His Divine Realm. And one of the
men walks boldly into it, takes a stand before God;
the other one comes, and doesn't even dare cross the
threshold: he is a sinner, and the Realm is holy,
like the space around the Burning Bush in the desert
which Moses could not enter without having unshod
his feet, otherwise than in adoration and the fear
of God.
And how different the words spoken! Apparently the
Pharisee praises God, he gives Him glory - but for
what? Because He has made a man like him, a man so
holy, so worthy of Him, of God; a man who not only
keeps all the commandments of the Law, but goes
beyond of what God Himself has commanded, and can
expect of man. Indeed, he stands before God praising
Him, that he, the Pharisee, is so wonderful that he
is God's own glory, the shining, the revelation of
God’s holiness...
The Publican does not dare enter into the holy Realm
of God.
And the parable is clear: the man who came and stood
brokenhearted, ashamed of himself, knowing that he
is unworthy of entering this sacred space goes back
home forgiven, loved, indeed: accompanied by God
Himself Who came into the world to save sinners and
Who stands by everyone who needs Him, who
recognises his need, or not, unto salvation.
The Pharisee goes home, but he goes home less
forgiven; his relationship with God is not the same;
he is at the center, God is peripheric to
him; he is at the heart of things, God is
subservient to him. It does not mean that what he
did was worthless; it simply means that as far as he
is concerned, it has born no fruit of holiness in
himself. The deeds were good, but they were spoiled,
poisoned by pride, by self-assertion; the beauty of
what he did was totally marred because it was
addressed neither to God nor to his neighbour; it
was turned in on himself. And we are told that this
pride has despoiled this man, has taken away from
him the fruits of his good works, the fruit of his
outward faithfulness to the law of God, that only
humility could have given him and his action full
meaning, that only humility could have made his
actions into life, into the waters of life gushing
into eternity.
But then, the question stands before us: how can we
learn anything about humility if that is the
absolute condition to be not like the barren
fig tree, but fruitful, to be rich harvest and from
whom people can be fed.
I do not know that we can move from pride, vanity
into humility in a single unless something so tragic
happens to us that we see ourselves, we discover
ourselves completely bereft of everything that
supported our sinful, destructive, barren condition.
But there is one thing which we can do: however much
we think that we are possessed of gifts of all sorts
of heart and mind, of body and soul, however
fruitful our action may be, we can remember the
words of Saint Paul: O, man! What have you got which
was not given you?!.. And indeed, he echoes
at this point what Christ said in the first
Beatitude, the Beatitude that opens the door to all
other Beatitudes, the Beatitude which is the
beginning of understanding: Blessed are the poor
in spirit... Blessed are those who know, not
only with their intellect - but at least with their
intellect! - that they are nothing, and they possess
nothing which is not a gift of God.
We were called into being out of naught, without our
participation: our very existence is a gift! We were
given life which we could not create, call out of
ourselves. We have been given the knowledge of the
existence of God, and indeed, a deeper, more
intimate knowledge of God - all that is gift! And
then, all that we are is a gift of God: our body,
our heart, our mind, our soul - what power have we
got over them when God does no longer sustain then?
The greatest intelligence can of a sudden be
swallowed into darkness by a stroke; there are
moments when we are confronted with a need that
requires all our sympathy, all our love - and we
discover that our hearts are of stone and of ice...
We want to do good - and we cannot; and Saint Paul
knew it already when he said: The good which I love,
I don't do, and the wrong which I hate I do
continuously... And our body depends on so many
things!
And what of our relationships, of the friendship
which is given us, the love which sustains us, the
comradeship - everything that we are and which we
possess is a gift: what is the next move: isn't it
gratitude? Can’t we turn to God not as a pharisee,
priding ourselves of what we are and forgetting that
all that is his, but turning to God and saying: O,
God! All that is a gift from You! all that beauty,
intelligence, a sensitive heart, all the
circumstances of life are a gift! Indeed, all those
circumstances, even those which frighten us are a
gift because God says to us: I trust you enough to
send you into the darkness to bring light! I
send you into corruption to be the salt that stops
corruption! I send you where there is no hope to
bring hope, where there is no joy to bring joy, no
love to bring love... and one could go on, on, on,
seeing that when we are send into the darkness it is
to be God's presence and God's life, and that means
that He trusts us - He trusts us, He believes
in us, He hopes for us everything: isn't that
enough to be grateful?
But gratitude is not just a cold word of thanks;
gratitude means that we wish to make Him see that
all that was not given in vain, that He did not
become man, lived, died in vain; gratitude means a
life that could give joy to God: this is a challenge
of this particular parable...
Yes, the ideal would be for us to be humble - but
what is humility? Who of us knows, and if someone
knows, who can communicate it to everyone who
doesn’t know? But gratitude we all know; we know
small ways, and small aspects of it! Let us reflect
on it, and, let us in an act of gratitude recognise
that we have no right to be in God’s own realm - and
He lets us in! We have no right to commune to Him
either in prayer, or in sacrament - and He calls us
to commune with Him! We have no right to be His
children, to be brothers and sisters of Christ, to
be the dwelling place of the Spirit - and He grants
it all in an act of love!
Let each of us reflect and ask himself: in what way
can he or she be so grateful in such a way
that God could rejoice that He has not given in
vain, been in vain, lived and died in vain, that we
have received the message. And if we grow in true
depth of gratitude, at the depth of gratitude we
will knock down, adore the Lord, and learn what
humility is - not abasement, but adoration, the
awareness that He is all we possess, all that we
are, and that we are open to Him like the earth, the
rich earth is open to the plough, to the sowing, to
the seed, to the sunshine, to the rain, to
everything in order to bring fruit. Amen! |